Well, I'm back. A little earlier than I expected, (which is always a good thing.) and, it was just in time for Thanksgiving. Unfortunately, my laptop went out on me again, (That is starting to really get annoying. I mean I just got it fixed, and here I have to again.) and I have to send it all the way back to the States to get it fixed under warranty. (The company won't let me use the repair center in South Korea because I bought it in the States.) So, I'm stuck right now with using the comp at work till I get the laptop back. What does this mean to you? Well, nothing really. I just wanted to complain about it a little.
For those of you who don't know about Thanksgiving, let me talk about it for a little bit. Thanksgiving is one of the larger American holidays, right behind Christmas, and in front of the Fourth of July. It’s a time for families to get together and just enjoy each other's company, and reflect on just what we have to be thankful for.
Well, this year, for me, I got back the night before and didn't have the time to set anything up with the friends that I have here. So, we decided to have our own little Thanksgiving on the 3rd of December. With that decided, this holiday weekend became just another 4-day weekend. I ended up going over to Bizkit's house and drinking a little bit of Mekong (Thai whiskey that I picked up on the way home.) and watching a couple of movies with him and the Brit. Also, Biz tells me that he's gotten back together, sort of, with his ex-fiancée. (I could have hit him when he said that, but, its his life. And, I thought that maybe it could work out between them.) And then I went home. (I was too tired from the flights to go out.)
Then on Thanksgiving night, I met up with the Brit to go out and have a little bit of fun. (Bizkit was invited too, but he had a bad feeling what with it being a holiday and all.) So, it was just me and the Brit. We met up at around 8:30 PM and went to our favorite watering hole. (I had already polished off a half of one of the Mekong bottles I brought back, and was in a rather good mood already.) We were the first ones in the place and Momma (the owner) and her daughter were happy as always to see us. And we proceeded to have a very good time. I got totally trashed, bad enough that I was actually pretty willing to go out and dance at a club with her. Well, we were both pretty drunk. Even with both of us hanging on to the other one, we couldn't walk very straight. We said our goodbyes and went our separate ways. All in all, a good night, oh, but the next morning I was hating the night before, if you know what I mean.
The next night, Friday, I went out again, this time Biz didn't bow out, and we met up with the Brit and Kiwi. However, Kiwi brought another Kiwi into the group. (Kiwi II?) We did some more drinking, and a little bit of dancing, and called it a night. No fights, arguments, or anything else to ruin the night. All in all, a good night.
Anyway, enough about my life since I got back. I want to talk about Biz and his ex for a moment. (This is all from my point of view. As he hasn't wanted to talk too much about it, or at least doesn't appear to. And I'm not one to pry, without reason.) Apparently, while I was gone and unable to give him advice, he and Lil' Froggy started talking seriously again. (Which could be good.) And they had come to some kind of understanding, exactly what, I don't know. But he did say that she might come out to visit him in the spring. (To me, being willing to take a 17 hour one way flight just to see someone for a week says a lot about how they feel.) And that things were almost back to the way they had been before he left. That was Wednesday night, Fast forward to Friday night when I saw him next, things weren't so happy in Bizkit's World. See, he has a picture, or at least did before the house cleaning, on his blog with him, the Brit, and the Okie. It went up with his first post, and had been there ever since. I guess that she saw it for the first time and got a little bit miffed. Seeing that and the title of the post, "Single and Loving It." Personally, I don't see where the problem comes in. Maybe she got jealous over the pic and title. But, where is it any of her concern? They had broken up, and were on different sides of the world. To me, the first reason alone is good enough that he shouldn't need to worry about what she thinks. So, when she gets angry with him, (just guessing here) obviously, he gets angry back. Words are exchanged, and they're back to where we started this little circle. No offence Lil' Froggy, but I wouldn't even have given you the chance to work things out. I would have moved on with my life and never looked back, nor careing about what happened to you. (I have been called a cold heartless bastard by people before, and will be again. After all, it is true.) Its just the way I am. Biz actually wanted to work things out and have you back. Its just the way he is. And while I do know who you are, (We have met before, a couple of years ago) I really don't know you, so I can't have any idea what you think about the whole situation. (Other than what you have posted on Biz's blog.) My advice, unless you two are going to be at least on the same continent, don't even try getting back together. The slightest thing can be misread, or misunderstood, and set everyone's blood boiling. And it is too hard to work out. And when you have trust issues on top of it, just forget about it completely.
Well, that's all I have for now. Well thought out comments are always welcome, all others will be ignored. I'll see ya'll later.
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I will let you know now I'm not going to get all bitchy. (Which I am known for.) I actually want to speak my peace just a lil. I had seen the picture but I never read the title until it was pointed out to me by the biz. I had already told him that is hurt me to see him out and having fun with other girls. I also told him that is proved my point on a lot of different aspects. I do care about him a lot more then he will ever know or ever understand. But like he says I will regret it one day and I'm sure I will. I say the title on the picture thought about it and told him "You know what I can't get mad about the picture because you are single and you can do as you please. I will just have to suck it up and get over it." That is what started a fight this time. Biz thought that since we were talking all buddy buddy and very personal it ment that we were back together. I thought it just ment we were talking civil again and nothing more. That maybe one day I will win his trust back and we could go from there. Well since our wires got crossed when he saw that I didn't think we were back together I got called every name in the book. Which at times I will admit I probably had coming. Cold hearted Bitch was one that I probably had coming because he isn't the first to call me that. I told him that I want him to have fun over there. I want him to go out and meet people. I told him that I need to find myself. I want to go to school and get a real job and make something of myself for me and my daughter. He listened to me say that he just never understood that. He wanted me to depend on him while I did that. I just couldn't do it. I want to be stubborn and try to do it on my own. I want to go into a relationship with something to offer other then a child and nothing going for myself. I want to know who I am where I am going and be the best wife I could ever be to a husband and at this point in my life I couldn't be that person. I feel like he deserves a lot more then I can give him right now. I just wish we could be friends at least. Be civil. I need to know he is ok. I need to know he is taking care of his self. And when have you met me? I'm curious to know. Was it back when I was 16 and working at the pools the first time around?
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